Baby Fever 😞😞

So I'm 15 & i live with my 18 year old boyfriend & yes I'm on birth control (the shot) . Anyways , he's ready to have a baby , but understands that I'm too young & he'd rather wait til I'm of age at least , when i can financially support myself, go back to school to finish , and if I'm actually ready to go through all the pain. Although i agree with him that I'm too young & i haven't even lived my life yet , i can't help it that i want a baby . Maybe it's just baby fever . 😟😟💔 i think I'll just have to wait until July for my baby brother to come into this world 👶💖👣 & then I'll get over this baby fever & know how hard it really is to take care of a baby . We're gonna help support my mom with this baby .

- April 29 , 2015

Update :

I'm now 16 , going to be 17 in July & I'm pregnant . I'm 7 weeks already & I'm Due December 23 💘 . I still help take care of my baby brother & that didn't take away my baby fever . He's about to be a year old in June . ❤ waking up every 4 hours to feed & change him , not getting enough sleep , taking care of him while trying to cook and clean was all hard , but it was worth it and I always got the job done. I feel like I'm ready for this .

- May 7 , 2017