My sweet husband!

--Last week was an exciting/scary week. I found out I am going to have a daughter and I am super excited to meet her yet scared. I think the reality set in once I found out the gender. Why am I scared?  Because of the expectations I have of myself as a father, that I will fail. While I'm not mad or putting blame anywhere, because it wasn't one sided, my dad wasn't in my life growing up. My mom was my dad, and she did a great job. The thing is she didn't know how to be a dad because she was a mom. I didn't learn things like how to fix things or learn to fish. There are things that I'm not going to know so how can I teach her?  I'm afraid that I won't know how to be a dad. My dad is in my life now and we have  a good relationship, so my daughter will know all her grandparents and she will be blessed because each one has so much to offer and teach her. I can't wait to see her with them. I have less than zero concern about her mom. She hit the mom lottery and will have a great mom. Heck, she has a lot of practice with me with all the things I ask for and want her to do. All in all, my daughter is gonna have a great family and support system. 

Will I be a good dad? I have no idea. I can say that I'm excited and scared but can't wait to find out. Happy Wednesday to all.