Baby scan ment be 12 weeks shown 9 weeks baby pasted 😭

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I don't know how to feel right now I'm crying feeling my hearts been torn out .... today was ment to be a blessing after waiting 6years for a rainbow baby but I guess god had other plans , my little peanut passed at 9 weeks ... I got to go back for another scan in a week to make sure it's 100% confirmed ...