Dreading Mothers Day

I don't mean to be selfish, but I wish I could just stay in bed on Mothers Day instead of hanging out with my mom and family.  Nobody seems to understand.  I lost my baby on 03/04.  And yesterday I went to a good friend's baby shower - well, I drank a few mimosas to get through that one.  Sending hugs to all of the mamas out there who are having a hard time coping with Mothers Day coming up.  Just because our babies are gone doesn't mean we aren't still mothers. 💜