Emotionless?? Maybe even heartless

A lottle background... i ttc for 6 years before having my daughter who is now 16 months old...I found out almost 4 weeks ago i was pregnant.. but Thursday i found out it was an ectopic pregnancy about maybe 5-6 wks along... i finally passed some tissue today after getting a shot to stop the ectopic pregnancy on friday... i tell everyone im fine and i can try again... but right now i feel no emotion... no remorse... nothing... its like i become a blank page... am i heartless to not feel a thing about losing this child??? Sometimes i feel like maybe i am a emotionless person...