Baby Fever!

Any of you ladies just feel totally desperate to have a baby sometimes? I am subscribe to a bunch of First Time Mama's on YouTube. Two of them are daily vloggers, their little families are so cute! I honestly hate having baby fever sometimes, it can be a big downer. You see a bunch of couples and even ladies who ate single and had a one time thing and got pregnant. All of them are so happy, and even if you have a lot going on in your daily life you somehow feel like a baby would help bring a lot of positivity and happiness into your life. Even though that may be true, deep down you know that it isn't 109% true. Babies are a lot of work and take a lot of responsibility. But its like, even still at the end of the day you still want a little one that is your own bred and born. Babies are just so precious and pure. How could you not love them or want one?

I've been so desperate for a little one since around August of last year. I even had a chemical pregnancy which was very sad for me. And some way, some how I always think to myself and convince myself that having and wanting/being desperate for a baby is totally okay. I feel like a crazy person for feeling so deeply on that subject sometimes, even though I know I'm not alone.

Its just so frustrating.

Anyways, sorry about the little rant ladies. Hope you all enjoy your day/night! ♥♥