Not my turn ?

Today I'm 10 or 11 dpo and I took a frer with FMU only to get a bfn. It's such an utter heartbreak being that I thought we did everything we could to conceive this month. And here we are AF a week away and me with not one symptom of anything. I'm trying to lift my spirits and appreciate all I already have, but I can't help to feel sad.