Feeling upset

Feeling emotional and upset everyone is having there baby's early around here and I just want my baby girl to come out so I can see her I was little before I got pregnant and now she to big and causeing physical pain and discomfort to my body love that she taking her time and willing to wait but the pain getting unbearable to the point where I am missing work.. And I will be getting more sleep with her out of me then I am now... Am I being the baby or selfish or just crazy..