Cauth hubby looking at Porn

Mercede • We have a son that is 9 turning 10 n Oct. My daughter is 2 turning 3 in August. My daughter was a premie. Born at 33 weeks. Both my kids are emergency c-section baby’s. Hubby and I have been together for 13yrs. Married 4yrs.
I have always read about how others Woman hubby got caught watching porn and I always thought it's not a bad thing. Until I caught my hubby doing it, now I understand. It make u feel like your not shit, like ur doing something right. Hurts really bad. I'm sorry for all the women that put up that they caught there hubby watching porn and I told u it wasn't a big deal. Truly from the bottom of my heart I'm so sorry. Right now I'm so heart broken and I feel like I'm not worth anything.