No baby on the scan whatsoever and there was no indication of loss! ( confusing much) I was told sometimes pcos can trigger of hormones which could lead to a negative test.. I was completley devastated and never got the answers i wanted from that situation another year has passed and i'm still yet to see those positive TWO lines...

 I'm waiting patiently for my provera to kick in to kickstart my period and to be booked in for a hystersalpinogram to see if my tubes could be blocked and If <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> is my only option.. My partner was tested and he is healthy which is great but knowing everytime that big fat negative comes up the look of dissapointment in his face thats all down to my infertility not his.. I feel asif i can't give him what we both want the most ive tried vitex i take folic acid everyday i'm on metformin i diet ive also tried concieve plus lube.. 

I'm getting to the point where i feel like giving this journey up and to be quite honest having that clearblue situation happen to me was cruel because it had given me and my partner false hope.. Everyone around me is pregnant family members and friends are annoucing there news (one after another) that we have been longing to shout from rooftops ( FOR REAL THIS TIME) i'm sorry if i have offended anybody if there story is worse than mine but why do i feel so alone!... :(