Haven't had sex....

Haven't had sex in forever because I wasn't on my pills insurance ran out had to renew and wait until I got approved or whatever so my boyfriend has been patiently waiting which I totally appreciate him doing for me but as soon as I get on my pills again and I say that I'm ready again he doesn't want me. We don't do anything anymore we don't shower together talk like we use to he even stopped saying I love you and usually there is a good nights kiss well hell that has stopped to I can't even remember the last time we touched or kissed.? He just goes to sleep I understand we work a lot but seriously. I just don't know what to do is he getting it from somewhere else and I now disgusting to him I can't pull myself together long enough to talk to him because he want talk back. I just need answers like really what's going on ?