Am i the only one!?

So hello lady's this is a bit of a rant.

I have been with my husband for going on 2 years now. We just had our daughter a month ago and I really don't know where to start. I had a 4th degree tare with her. And that really limits me from doing everything along with the fact that my daughter is a colicky baby I'm never getting sleep. I feel like I'm starting to get depressed and my husband is no help what so ever. He thinks that because he works all day that he shouldn't have to help with her at 3am when she is screaming crying cause all the gas. Mind you when he feeds her 99% of the time he let's her fall asleep with out burping. I just need someone to talk to. I feel extremely alone and I have no friends who have colicky babys. All there's are perfect for them. I will cry to my self in the shower and I hate being home alone with my baby. I know that's bad but its true....