Feeling down..

 Not sure if it's just because of hormones or feeling done and ready to just not be emotional or what. 28+3. Quit my job to be a stay at home mom which is what I wanted to do. Also with my 12 hr shifts and physically demanding job- I needed to go ahead and quit. Now I just feel like I'm going crazy. I guess because I'm at home with nothing to do. Literally. I have deep cleaned EVERYTHING! Baby stuff ready to go. Closets cleaned out. All is finished. I cook and clean. I feel bad for asking my SO for money to go out and do something. I just don't know. I have no one to talk to or hamg out with either. My SO works night shift & I see him some in the morning and before he goes to work.