No bashing please!!!

Okay so I am 28 weeks and I smoke marijuana daily. It helps with so much I don't think people understand. But what I really would like to know is for the mommy's who smoked too. How is your baby after delivery? Did you baby have withdrawals? Did your baby have low birth weight etc... I'm worried that something uncommon will happen and they will drug test me or the babies first poop. Please no bashing!!!