Apprehensive

Was anyone else apprehensive about being pregnant again when I was like 9 to 12 weeks I went through a bit of a depression where I kept saying I didn't want the baby but I don't believe in abortion I'm a little scared about having another one and being a single mom again I honestly never thought I'd be a single mom with the father of this baby but things worked out so differently but we are on good terms as friends now and my depression has passed and I'm absolutely in love with my little gummy bear