I feel horrible.

I'm trying ways to naturally induce myself, I'm 37+5 . I feel bad for doing it this early but my asthma has gotten so bad I passed out from lack of air, thank God my husband was with me. I've talked to my doctor and she won't induce until I'm 39 weeks which I know is what she is supposed to do but I'm scared my baby isn't getting enough oxygen. I feel bad for wanting him out this earlier but I feel he will just have a better chance. Has anyone else had issues Like this?