The monthly recurrent BFN rant

Ughhhhhhhhhhhhh (sorry, deep breath).... Anyway, I had a small inkling I was pregnant this month, ya know the typical "I feel different" vibe. But nope... Commence cramping, spotting & unending thirst.. The whole nine, If you will.. My husband and I have been trying for 8 months now. The ovulation testing, bbt checks, cm checks.... I'm so over it (yes I know others have been trying longer, doesn't mean my negatives don't hurt) when will it be out turn to see that "PREGNANT" symbol? Sorry ladies, end rant. Just having a rough go of it today, I should feel lucky it's only been 8 months , it just gets hard from time to time when you're waiting for your body to do what it's supposed to do. Baby dust to all my wannabe first time mommies out there in Glow land!