Turners syndrome

I am 13 weeks and found out through a blood test my baby has turners syndrome. The Drs say she has an extremly high rate of death if she is not already gone. They say she already has issues and they don't think she will make it. This is my first child and it truly devistated me. One I'm going to possibly lose my child. Two she will most likely be born with a whole list of issues. Don't know how to feel just feel sad, unknown, and hurt.