Failed pregnancy weight gain

Hi all haven't been on here for a while after my second loss of another child . My first pregnancy I conceived in June and lost the baby in August then got pregnant again in October and loss the baby end of January ...I been dealing with it with my partner and we are choosing to just let God handle it , I'm not on birth control and we jump almost everyday 😝 but that's not the problem. Since the first pregnancy I began to gain weight after I lost the baby and I got on a diet to maintain my weight and loss a little weight I was ok with that at this size ... NOW. After the second pregnancy I have ballooned up ... Even on a diet and when my period is coming I bloat so bad ... I am huge now and I don't know what to do.. Is it my hormones like what could it be ... Below I have posted pictures ( from before I found out I was pregnant to now)