This sickness is torture

I am so blessed and pleased to be pregnant but this all day everyday sickness is torture. I have medication which still doesn't stop it. I can't sit and eat a meal without thrashing around like a beached whale because I'm struggling so much. I haven't been to work in weeks. I'm as weak as a kitten and my so must be sick of my complaining. I feel so guilty because we have a 3 yr old and I can hardly play with him. I'm 10 weeks today and pray this sickness goes soon!