Ive blocked him

Blocked my boyfriend to protect myself from no longer getting hurt but I keep finding myself feeling guilty for standing up for myself.  If he wanted to fix things he would find a way wouldn't he??   Can read my past posts for more detail if need me.  Such a mess.   Baby momma drama says he needs time to figure shit out yet only on his time I can see him.   Memorial Day I stayed the night after moving out we were suppose to go to the pool after work instead I had to leave so Amber and his son could hang out. Now he announced on Facebook going to this water park all I have been talking about was going to the pool that's all I've wanted to do so he decides to ask on fb all his buddies are going and whoever else.  Hurts me cuz we were suppose to go there together as a couple.   Am I over reacting.  Why can't I move on without blocking him?  Am I weak?  These are the constant thoughts running through my mind. Please help