When no news is bad news.

I had my fourth miscarriage on October 25. We had blood tests after the third one happened in August and genetic testing after this last one. After three weeks of waiting, the nurse called me and everything came back normal.

I just don't know where to go from here. We want kids so bad. Do we just keep trying and risk more miscarriages with the chance of one maybe making it all the way? Do we keep pouring money into testing and possibly still have no answers? We've spent nearly $7k in medical this year between the pregnancies, miscarriages and testing. This is so frustrating. I punched the wall and cried after I talked to the nurse today. I just don't know what to do....I can't believe this is happening to me.