Have you ever?

Have you ever been watching a show on tv or a movie and when the woman goes into labor you just lose it and start crying? I mall alone tonight..... husband is out wherever he is and I'm watching Friends for the first time and when Rachael went into labor it was interesting at first..... but as soon as the doctor said you're about to be a mom I lost it and started crying like a crazy person. 7 years of waiting and wanting..... and just hoping and praying...... please tell me I'm not the only one. The pain is unbearable and I'm so tired of it......