So.........

Im 36 weeks pregnant and pretty damn sure me and my SO are done. He told me to get my shit and leave two days ago. I have two other kids and I just really can't take this right now. At what's supposed to be such a happy time in my life Im beyond miserable and I have no clue what I'm going to do as I won't have an income in two weeks. To top it off he got his mom to text me and tell me she can't watch her own grandchildren so I can go to work (until July 1st).. I'm just at a loss for words. I cannot believe this is happening and my baby boy could be born at anytime. I'm beyond stressed and scared and helpless.