Angel mommies..... Need advice

So I had my miscarriage back on November and everyday is still a struggle and I don't have a day where I don't think of my precious baby. I wasn't far along but after dealing with infertility and finally getting that positive it was an amazing feeling.. So the advice I need from angel mommies My due day is fast approaching I was due July 6th. How do you handle life as it approaches? What did you guys do? Not only was it our due date it's also my husband and mine anniversary. I'm just lost!