Afraid of ttc after miscarriage.

Found out we were expecting on out anniversary. Started spotting on Easter which was the same day we told our close family we were expecting and had the miscarriage two days later. We want to start trying again but I'm afraid I'm not strong enough to handle another miscarriage. I've been having a hard time since we were suppose to find out the sex this coming week. We didn't think anything bad would happen but now that it has I can't imagine a different outcome. Please no negative remarks. I know its selfish but I really would like positive support. I'm terrified.