Happy and relieved.

So today I finally plucked up the courage to tell my close friend (who has had fertility issues and in the end adopted 2 beautiful children) that im pregnant... Couldnt tell her in talk but gave her a letter. I was in the room with her while she read it and is over the moon and before I could even say anything over the tears she has requested that I have her as a birthing partner and if the baby is a girl to have either 1st or 2nd name Lisa after her. Im still in tears as I really thought this was going to be the end of our friendship but in away its brought us more closer.