Cheaters..side girls...

I always wonder of this too much maybe because I've been through it. I once was that girl on the side and it was fun while it lasted but now that Im older and married, I regret it. I ask myself why did I do that. I went through alot of drama and heartache. Sometimes I wish I can talk to his wife and apologize because I know what she went through and all the pain I've cause her and her relationship. But the matter also falls on him where he kept looking for me and worrying about my life when I was literally just a piece of pussy whenever he needed. Now Im older and hurt because Im in her shoes. I feel what she felt. And I believe is karma but why girls wanna be just a booty call just a piece of ass. And Im referring to the ones that actually know that the man is in a relationship. Why do it? ... Some find comfort in eachother .. For example, she meets a guy with relationship issues and shoes also going through hard times in her relationship and the comfort eachother. But if its like that why not just end the relationship and be free to do what u want without hurting someone whose actually trying to fix the issues and make things workout because they love you enough to work shit out. Why some girls want to ruin relationships.also to the guys why not just let go if you're not happy.

Sorry girls just venting my thoughts. Share your thoughts.