Prideful relationships

Hello everyone!

OK I really need some help I met this guy 7 months ago and we have gotten so close he has kissed me a few times and if it weren't for me saying something to everyone we would seem like a couple. Unfortunately we are not. He has told me that he has made up his mind and will be going through a transition! I'm so proud of him and it doesn't make me love him any less. I have shown my love for him and it just feels like he keeps pushing me away. He thinks that I won't live him and that I'll leave him after he transitions but that's not the case. I really live him. I am a cis woman exploring my sexuality as of right now I identify as pansexual. But I have a feeling that it's more than that. I have heard stories about Trans women changing after they transition in a way that I guess you could say they find themselves all over again. I love this man and I would do anything for him is there anyone put there who could give me any advice or share stories? I would be so greatful!! 😍