Just need to get this out

Hey ladies. So, I'm on cycle day 34 after my first round of clomid. I had an intense pep talk with myself some 30 days ago as I popped my first tab of clomid saying "do not fool yourself into thinking one round is all you'll need", but here I am crying on cd34 over a neg hpt. I had spotting on cd28, & then absolutely nothing, even today. If I have to take progesterone to induce my period & follow it with round 2 of clomid, I'm going to be put in prison or an asylum. I don't know if my brain can handle that much hormone at once without stripping down completely naked in the midst of a hotflash & chasing my husband around the backyard in a homicidal rage.😖😂