Are you a squirter? Does your boyfriend enjoys it?

So yesterday was my first time squirting with my boyfriend and third time in my life. Yes, I practiced twice at home because I really wanted to with him and I guess he wanted me to do it too. my expectations were it would turn him on but instead I could see the awkwardness on his face. I felt so embaressed... And there he said it "I don't want to say it baby but, it smells and seems like pee..." I am 100% sure it's not urine but since then i am guilty. I feel like I'll never be able to enjoy myself with him because he seems disgusted. He told me he's not but i am not sure what to do. Any related stories?