While being pregnant did anyone feel deoressed

I feel so depressed and lonely. Like I notice thing a lot and I feel like my boyfriend doesn't want spend time with me anymore. We don't have sex but hardly ever, I feel like I have to beg for his attention. This is just how I feel. Like I feel as if I only get negative attention from people anymore and I hate it. I wanted to feel loved and wanted but when I tell my bf how I feel it's like he justifies it or it goes in one ear and out the other. He will have an excuse for evey4hing. When I bring it to his attention about having excuses he makes me look stupid. I feel like a big depressed ball. I don't have friends and my family is kinda ass holes to me. I feel like every time I try talk to my bf about things it's like I'm just being really hormonal but I continue feeling like this all the time. I just want attention and someone to notice the pain I'm in and the love I want.😦😢😢😢