UPDATE So basically im too old

Had my first appt with specialist today . Basically was told im old 2% chance for pregnancy the good old fashioned way 5% with clomid 7% with iui and 62% with ivf at 20k. had a chemical last year on clomid so theres a tiny bit of hope i could get pregnant on clomid again BUT prolly wouldnt stay pregnant because of the poor quality of my old eggs . Feeling defeated and old . :(

UPDATE : spoke with my dr this morning she apologized for my experience with the specialist she referred me to and encouraged me to keep hope shes gonna refer me to a group in san jose area and did say my chances of misscarriage are no higher than anyone elses due to my fsh levels which are normal :) i feel better thank you all for the support the journey continues babydust to all you beautiful ladies :)