Inside help?

I am going to be assigned a counselor, but I am super depressed and have anxiety attacks like crazy.

It's off and on but I have barely eaten for a week which is causing the near thought or smell of food to make me sick.

My parents just got a divorce and there's constant flames between them about stupid things while they both have a bf/gf.

My boyfriend recently broke up with me for his personal reasons, and I understand them, but the waiting game to get back together revalue freaking hurts.

I've had people tell me to give up or move on and I don't want that. I want him and he's all I want. So this is super hard.....

Advice?