Flat chest

Gosh why wasn't I blessed?. like seriously I'm so embarrassed when it comes to sex. I remember when I was 19 and had my VCard taken my ex took my shirt off and his face literally had no emotion and he just left me in my bra and he just fucked me and nothing else...gosh it's so Dificult...all men want is big boobs...and every time I had sex I always got that same look and when boys look at me they just go like 'she just has a pretty face and no body' and it makes me hate myself even more