I need you ladies right now 😣

I just found out that I'm pregnant, I'm estimation around 5-6 weeks along. To fill in some gaps, I'm 21, 22 in January. When I was 18 I got pregnant with my daughter, I had her at 19. My daughter and I have our own apartment. Her father has been my only boyfriend, from when we were 15 until just a couple months ago, that's why this pregnancy was such a surprise and completely unexpected. We had "I miss you sex" once last month and that's when it happened. I'm going through such a hard time right now of guilt and depression and confusion. I don't know what to do or how to feel. When I think about keeping the baby all I can think about is my daughter and how shut out she might feel with the new baby and it kills me that it could make her feel that way. And also my life is so stressed as is, I work all the time 1 full time job and one part time. Her father isn't very involved. I'm contemplating abortion. I've never been against it as far as others are concerned, to each their own. But I've never thought about it for myself... I need advice, and help, and maybe just some kind words. I feel sick, I've been leaving work early almost everyday because of stress and depression. I haven't told anybody.Â