dont know what to feel anymore

ive been married for 7 1/2 years. and it jasnt been the easiest but its been good. but for the past year he has made me feel so low. saying i dont do anything nice at all. im not sweet. i forget about him. i wake up at 330am every day to get his stuff ready for work (lunch coffee breakfast clothes then wake him up) then i stay awake cuz i gotta work and get the kids ready. tonight he says im going to bed. i go up with him to cuddle for a bit and he is all pissy. i said whats wrong. he said you never do anything nice for me. called me a jerk for trying to talk about it. and says i guess im stuck with you. im just gonna be in one of those marriages i guess. im so hurt. i have no friends and no family. i moved away from everyone i

know. i just need a friend to talk to right now. im so broken and hurt. 😓😢