Popping the question....

I'm seriously considering asking my boyfriend to marry me.. he's the love of my life and he takes such good care of me with my health issues and works so hard full time on top of that.. BUT at the same time I'm dreading all the comments I'm gonna get about being the girl who NEVER wanted to get married or have kids because yes that's who I've been all my life, but in the last two and a half years that we've been together he's changed my life and my world completely.. and I want nothing more than to be his wife and give him a child.. I love him endlessly.. I'm just not sure how and when I'm going to ask him.. we're not traditional at all so our wedding will be different and I want the proposal to be different too.. I just wanted to share this with you all because I never imagined I could feel this way and come to this decision, let alone be excited about it.. 😍