Encouragement.

I'm 7 weeks pregnant & I'm feeling terrible about my body. I'm not even showing yet obviously, but I'm wishing I would get a big round belly already because I lost weight a while back & pretty much gained all of it back & I'm so disgusted with my body. I'm so nervous that after I have my baby that I will get huge & never lose the weight. I'm already at the point where I have given up on myself, I used to dress so well & put time & effort in to how I looked & now I feel what's the point because it's not going to change my weight. I've always heard that your body just goes to crap after having a baby & I'm so scared that, that is the truth. Anyone have proof otherwise ? All of this is worth having my baby because I've always wanted to be a mother, but I don't want to be a insecure mother that gives up on herself.😭😭😭