Sad day..

Woke up bleeding with clots... Went to the hospital, they said it was threatened miscarriage.. Wtf does that even mean? Does it mean they were too lazy to do an ultrasound to see if there was a heart beat? That they didn't wanna break my heart even more so they diagnosed me with fucking threatened miscarriage and sent me home to wonder if my baby is okay or if I even have a baby inside me any more!? I'm so sad and mad.. I know deep down my baby isn't gonna make it. I just don't understand why? Why did I have to go through this crap?!