Heartbroken

My boyfriend and I had a pregnancy scare the other day. So we went and bought a test. I didn't want to look at the test. Terrified of what it would be. So he looked at it. His eyes started swelling up with tears. He turned around and covered his face, and then hugged me and told me he loves me and so of course I assumed it was a positive because of the way he was acting. So I said babe what is it?? And he said just look. So I did. And it was a negative... And I asked him what was the big deal and he started freaking out because he thought it was positive. He read it wrong... And it literally broke my heart. Just that little bit of hope is what shattered my heart. He apologized so many times. I know it's not his fault but I've just been so upset since it happens. I really wanted it to be positive......