New to breast feeding

I just had baby I want to breast feed but I am so tired and in so much pain i feed her then she falls alsleep then she wakes up screaming I just want to heal up and I'll be fully into it . I want to give up 😔 I keep wanting to give her a little bit of bottle just so I can heal up and rest but I'm so confused I want to breast feed just don't have energy and my pain is not helping