Hum Drum Mama 😛

I've lost 10lbs from not eating (I started out heavier so my Dr isn't worried about the weight loss) I'm kind of sad that I can't really suck in my belly like I used to be able to do. I don't look pregnant. I just look like I've eaten lasagna for 5..... It kind of upsets me. My pants are still fitting because they're all stretchy but my shirts are starting to look bad from my belly.... I'm kind of ashamed of it? Anyone else out there feeling the same way? On top of that, my appointments are now a month apart and that kind of scares me. Is there anything you ladies do at home to calm down or make you feel better about not "FOR SURE" knowing how the baby is doing?