What is wrong with me?

I'm driving myself insane thinking I'm a horrible mother. I'm not feeling any attachment to my baby. I have a protective feeling, like as soon as she seems upset I shoot right up and fix the issue. Change the diaper, feed her, burp her, make sure she's warm, etc. But if she's fine all I want is for her to sleep or go to someone else to be held. I will lay her in her crib and if she stays quiet I will leave her their, even if her eyes are wide open and looking at things. This in particular brings tears to my eyes because I feel like I'm supposed to want to hold my baby but I just dont. She's a week old tomorrow