Step 1. To get over my ex husband , prepare to be a single mum

So my husband who I am currently looking up to divorce is living in the US and I flew back 3 /4 weeks ago now.

At first I missed him but I think it was just the company , I started having dreams of me and him being intimate which normally I would love but now I feel nothing and his presence makes me feel uncomfortable.

We broke we because I ended it. He was being mentally abusive basically and was saying horrible things to me daily, he became a bully and it wasn't just names he would say stuff too like if you stay fat from pregnancy then I'll sleep with another girl then flirt with this single girl at work. Very childish and not what I needed! He started getting physical by grabbing and yanking my arm even in public.

I blocked him off everything so ive not heard from him for 2 weeks and its been good I've been able to become myself again and to relax ☺

There's no way I'm raising my baby with a monster ! I'm 20 weeks along now and I'd feel better if he wasn't around it because his mood swings are unpredictable.