On to the next month

AF just showed up today during my daughters cello practice for today's concert. It was hard to keep it together. I got home & I just burst into tears. I'm not sure if I want to keep seeing the Dr or just what I want to do. This cycle was so rough! Being on meds made me all the more aware of it. I just told DH that I got AF & I can tell he's disappointed. He would never say it because he worries about making me feel worse. I can tell that emotionally this AF is harder on him than before. I'm not sure what to do. I think I'll have a drink. At least it didn't show up on my bday on Sunday & ruin my day.