Sick of this shit.

I'll be 39 weeks Wednesday and I'm getting induced. But I do not think I can make it that long! It's such a short time but every second feels like forever. Not because I can't wait for the baby, which of course I'm super excited, but because I am in so much pain I'm in tears. For some reason today I have a huge amount of pressure down there and with every move is a knife to the cervix. Not to mention the serious back pain. I can't wait to be done and never be pregnant again. I'm excited about picking birth control! Pathetic I know. Here's to baby number 2!