I didn't enjoy it at all!

I spent the majority of my night hanging out with my husband after our baby fell asleep and was in her crib. I asked him for sex but he wasnt in the mood so we cuddled and talked instead. Then we went to bed and you know what he did? Woke me up and started shoving my head down to blow him. Normally I don't have a problem with blowing him but I just didn't want to. I still did it and he touched my boobs a little. Then he made me do his favorite position which is my least favorite. Reverse cowgirl. I don't feel any pleasure from that position at all. And although hearing him most from it is nice, I still wasn't into it. Then we did some weird version of doggy and I still wasn't feeling it. Usually I love sex. But last night was awful. Foreplay is really important. 😭