I admitted to my boyfriend

That I want to try for a 3rd baby now. My son will be 3 in oct and my daughter just turned 3 month's on the 31st. He asked me why and I had a few reason's but in the end he said no. He asked me if I was upset, I told him no because it has to be an ok from both of us. We both agree we want another baby; but not now. I just have really bad baby fever. We don't use protection often just the pull out method and we like to say if it happens it happens but I'm secretly wishing it does😳(does that make me a bad person or girlfriend?). I am little sad but not upset because the reason of not trying right now out weighs the reason's to try. I'm just glad I finally got it off my chest.😊