excessive worrying or normal?

Question

I have anxiety and depression.

My grandma is my world to me. Since I was born I've had a special connection with her- I know I've never loved anyone else as much and I probably never will.

Because of my issues I snap and get annoyed easily. I can be a brat. I can say rude things and be a snobby little asshole who constantly gets upset at little things.

I have been living with my grandma because of financial situations (bless her) and it only happens now...?

Long story short I just feel awful. And I constantly worry something bad will happen. What if they get in an accident? What if no one hears but she needs help? What if she runs out of her heart medication? Constantly I worry. If I don't see her in the morning and she'll be in the bathroom or outside I will freak out inside and a horrible gut feeling takes over.

Any of you experience this? I imagine one bad thing happening and that's all it takes to cry. I never not cry when I think of that and I feel like every moment is precious yet I'm always in a horrible mood. Horrible awful feeling 😔

Answer

Aw hun, I'm so sorry you feel this way and are going through this. In a way I understand how you feel. I've lost relatives in my family recently and now I'm even more worrisome, especially over my grandpa, as well as others in my family who aren't doing so well. It's rough to know that they're sick and that time is so precious. It's extremely hard dealing with it as well.. you're not alone and how you're feeling is fine being in the circumstances you are. Everyone handles/takes things differently. Don't forget to take care of yourself. Feel better! 💕

excessive worrying or normal?

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